millie shows me an artichoke. it is not quite ripe, very green, with sharp, pointy leaves. she shows it cooking in water and ending up soft and yummy in the middle.
"you are covered with scales and pointy protections, just like an artichoke. the real you is the soft yummy center. that is your heart-centered self.
you can split that outer layer of self-created shell and just walk away. you can walk your path naked and heart-centered, giving others permission to do the same. you can be your true self, all the time, with no hard edges. you are all headed in that direction, follow your inner guidance, wherever that may lead you. even if it seems to be leading you in circles, or over ground you have already covered, trust it. follow it."
it would be nice if we could just get there already, I say with some impatience.
she shows me a speedboat, zooming over the water in a haphazard pattern.
"your pace is not your vibration. increasing your pace will not increase your vibration. zipping around like mad will not give you the answers you seek, it will just make you frantic. it is difficult to get in touch with yourself and the world around you if you are frantic."
I don't know how to walk in the world without my covering, without my protection. I don't know how to be that person.
"it can take an artichoke some time to be fully cooked."
she sends me the beatle's song 'all you need is love,' -- it is coming through on an old wooden radio, and I have to continually adjust the dial a little bit to get the song to come in strong and clear.
"give yourself permission, give yourself time. live in the moment. enjoy your process. you will know when you are ready."
does wanting it count for anything?
"absolutely."
thank you, millie.
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